I like sex too much to stay faithful. I like the adventure of sex with a new person. I like risky sex, spur of the moment sex, ego boosting sex with strangers. I've always wanted to stop this and be a "good girl" but then I meet a guy, I flirt shamelessly and I end up either blowing him or fucking him. Been like this my whole life. Been married six years and I've fucked god knows how many guys since. I don't get how my husband doesn't know but he doesn't. He just doesn't seem to even think it could happen but it does. A lot.