When I was around thirteen I got caught in my neighbors shed trying to steal stuff, no idea why I wanted to do it just felt like it. He closed the shed door and said I was going to regret this and began undoing his pants, slapped my head a few times and pushed me down, he grabbed me by my hair and told me to suck his cock or he would beat the Fuck out of me. I was crying and did it, he gagged me a few times holding my head in place while he forced his cock into me. I would throw up and he would ram his cock against my face slapping me with it then back into my mouth until he came. I am in my fifties now, sometimes I go to the Y and kneel down in a shower stall waiting for a guy to notice me, one day between the porn sites advertising for it and the Y I will probably regret doing it but it is so thrilling for me.