I lost my virginity to my cousin Paul when we were both 13 years old. It happened in his own room while my parents, his parents and almost the entire family was downstairs in a family party.

We were very close since we were kids and it was normal for us to go into each other's rooms every time the family would get together, we dont have other cousins of a similar age so it was normal for us to hang out by ourselves.

Around the time we were 12 or 13 hormones kicked in, I got my first period and started developing my body, I started getting curious about boys and I know for sure he was curious about women because he showed me a couple of porn magazines that he had gotten from his friends at school.

When we were playing around a couple times I noticed he touched me on purpose. He grabbed my ass and touched my tits a couple times, since we were very close I punched him and pushed him around but those incidents happened previous to having sex

I remember it all started because we were playing something like truth or dare and he dared me to kiss him in the mouth. I remember I didnt want at the beginning but he kinda convinced me. We did kiss in the mouth, it was my first kiss and to be honest it felt kinda nice so we did it again, we even French kissed.

We did it a couple more times after that day and the thing was we would hang out in his room or mine with the door almost closed so we started kissing on top of the bed. He started touching me while we would kiss and I remember clearly the day I noticed he got an erection from all the kissing and touching

He basically said one day that he wanted to fuck me, yes he actually used the word "fuck" (so much for subtlety uh) I remember I said no but he insisted that we should do it, he said we both wanted to know how it felt and he wasn't going to tell anybody. I remember I was kinda curious about it but I could have waited too. At the end I let him talked me into it because he was my dear cousin, I felt close to him, I trusted him and I always kinda followed him to whatever he wanted to do

We did it in his room, I agreed to it and he wanted to do it right away. It was a family party, people were downstairs but it was around 9pm, we knew nobody was going to bother us for at least 2 hours.

We started kissing on top of his bed, he pulled my panties and my shorts down and he pulled his pants down as well, he got on top of me and well... he fucked me.


When friends have told me about the day they lost their virginity it usually is a not such a great experience, either because the guy turned out to be a jerk or because of the situation. I have to say that even though mine wasn't such a great situation I dont remember losing my virginity as something bad or traumatic. The first penetration hurt like hell sure, but after that it wasn't that bad.

Probably what I remember the most is how exited my cousin was on top of me while fucking me, have in mind this was the first time I was experiencing all the hard breathing, moaning and all the sounds guys do when having sex. I just remember feeling him very exited and I remember liking how I was the one provoking that enormous emotion on him

We didnt use a condom...because well we were both 13 and we didnt know what we were doing. He only fucked me with him being on top and probably the sex lasted around 10 minutes. He came inside of me and that part I wasn't prepared for, I remember thinking something like "did he just pee on me?"... I dont think he knew what he was doing either because at some point he just said "I think Im supposed to stop now"

When he pulled out I remember I felt wet between my legs. I was kinda confused I knew it wasn't pee but I didnt know much about cum yet. We put our clothes back on and we sat on the bed without saying a word. I was confused and for some reason I felt ashamed of what we had done. I remember I told him I didnt want to do it again and he said OK.

After that night I avoided seeing him for a while. I remember I went online to find out everything I could about sex, penetration, pregnancy and so on and I felt ashamed for a while, I kinda felt like a slut for having had sex with my own cousin at 13.

At school of course I didnt tell anybody, by the conversations with the other girls I could tell I probably was the only one who had sex when we were 13, most of the other girls started losing their virginities when they were 15 o 16. I never told anybody I had lost my virginity when I was 13.

As far as my cousin, we kinda drifted apart after we had sex, but eventually when we were 15 or 16 we came back together again, by that time he was already hanging out with girls and I was hanging out with boys so we felt more normal. We never kissed again and thankfully we remained friends until this day

We did talk about it once, we were outside a party and he was kinda tipsy and I was tipsy too. We both admitted we lost our virginity that day and we both laughed about it. He told me he liked it a lot and laughed, I thought it was funny and cute, I just punched him in the arm like I have always done and we never mentioned it again