I am sometimes emabaressed about this so I have to lie that I am not, I lie that I was with men before and I haven't even been kissed by a man before.
I am not even ugly, I am not fat, I exercise, I have a good job, I used to go out with my friends-not anymore now due to lockdown. This period of time of isolation made be think that I am more lonely that I thought and now I realise that I would like to have a family of own and have kids like my friends have. But I think that there aren't now any men anymore that would like to hook up with a 31 virgin woman who is clueless about love and sex. I am affraid that any man would reject me knowing this aspect of my life or would take advantage of it and use me for one night and then dump me. And the worst thing is when meeting old relatives the first thing they ask me is wheter I am married or not, very frustrating.
I just think I am one of those girl who will never find that man to trust him and give myself to him with all my heart and soul.
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