I am no longer a virgin. I met a guy at a grill last night and I ended up in bed with him. I can't say there was anything close to pleasurable, it was uninvited, at best he overtook my judgement. I am thirty three, my social life revolves around church, I don't have anyone I can talk with about this. And I will certainly not talk to him again. I'm sorry it happened. Or maybe I regret it happened.