Straight Male / 26
I am struggling with a 'need' that I can't rationalize. I am 26, and I am overwhelmed by a man. This man touched me and I cringed from being touched but his hand was so strong and other strange feelings came up, like I got wet. When he came around I silently prepared myself, his hand across my hair, his hand on my shoulder. Then one day in the lunch room he touched and caressed my face. I must have looked at him the wrong way, he lifted my chin and kissed my lips. I got wet in a second, wet not damp. I thought I had peed my pants.
After that kiss, his caresses were more intent, his hand didn't pull away, my eyes watered when I looked up at him, he bent down and kissed my lips, wet kiss on the lips and a hand on my shoulder controlled my movement. I was embarrassed, I did not cringe any more, I wanted him to come see me. At night I touched myself. If he went passed my office and didn't stop I got agitated, it hurt my feelings.
We had a teem building event, he chose me for his team. We were standing around with our team talking after lunch and I impulsively kissed his cheek. He put his arm around me and held me for a moment. Everyone noticed. It took me a few minutes to realize what I had done and I died of embarrassment. He offered me a ride home, I told my friend he was taking me home. She told me to be careful, he was a wolf and I was his lamb.
He held me down so I could not move, his kisses on my cheeks, forehead and lips. He undressed me piece by piece, kissing my nipples in long hot kisses, when he exposed my belly and my vulva, I started trembling, I could not stop. His hand on my vulva just made it worse. When he pulled off my pants and underwear I closed my eyes and waited for what was coming. I felt his hands grab my sides and lay me higher on the bed, his hand behind my head and then his body on me and I was his, he whispered in my ear that I was his.
I am not able to say no to him. About anything, bring him a cup of coffee, give him a kiss, give him my body. I am his, he likes me to tell him I am his. I like telling him I am his. Everyone knows I am his.
After that kiss, his caresses were more intent, his hand didn't pull away, my eyes watered when I looked up at him, he bent down and kissed my lips, wet kiss on the lips and a hand on my shoulder controlled my movement. I was embarrassed, I did not cringe any more, I wanted him to come see me. At night I touched myself. If he went passed my office and didn't stop I got agitated, it hurt my feelings.
We had a teem building event, he chose me for his team. We were standing around with our team talking after lunch and I impulsively kissed his cheek. He put his arm around me and held me for a moment. Everyone noticed. It took me a few minutes to realize what I had done and I died of embarrassment. He offered me a ride home, I told my friend he was taking me home. She told me to be careful, he was a wolf and I was his lamb.
He held me down so I could not move, his kisses on my cheeks, forehead and lips. He undressed me piece by piece, kissing my nipples in long hot kisses, when he exposed my belly and my vulva, I started trembling, I could not stop. His hand on my vulva just made it worse. When he pulled off my pants and underwear I closed my eyes and waited for what was coming. I felt his hands grab my sides and lay me higher on the bed, his hand behind my head and then his body on me and I was his, he whispered in my ear that I was his.
I am not able to say no to him. About anything, bring him a cup of coffee, give him a kiss, give him my body. I am his, he likes me to tell him I am his. I like telling him I am his. Everyone knows I am his.
