I grew up with my mother in a trailer park in eastern Ohio close to the West Virginia border. My mother was single, my father saw me from time to time. As a little boy I rested my head on my mother's lap to watch tv. She would slip her hand into my pants and play with my penis. As I grew older she would 'milk' me before bedtime. She never jerked me off, it was a warm hand on my penis, as I got erect she milked me slowly until I lost control. She cleaned me with tissues and kept my penis in her hand until it was time to go to bed.

I was around fifteen when she stopped, telling me I needed to find a girlfriend, get a blowjob, get some pussy. Getting a girlfriend like that was not so easy and I resorted to self milking, which just made me hornier. I did find a girlfriend, and she does blow me and she likes to fuck, but getting her to just milk me while we watch tv is not something she wants to do. Knowing my mother milked me only makes it worse.