Obscessed With Girls Shitting

For as long as I can remember it's been my fantasy to watch a woman taking a shit. I jack off whilst watching videos of this or thinking about girls I know defecating. The thrill of seeing a gorgeous angelic female squeeze out a huge stinky log gets me off like nothing else, I'm not into smearing or eating, although dirty anal is hot as fuck too. When a girl is open about her bodily functions it's a major turn on.

One female friend of mine constantly talks about her shits and it drives me wild although she has absolutely no idea.

I once dated a very free spirited girl, she was super kinky, into bondage, assplay and piss (I'm obviously into these too...) and to this day I regret not asking her to shit for me as I think she probably would have said yes. Once some degree of normality has resumed to the world and it's permitted, I'm planning on booking a session with a dominatrix or escort so I can finally realize this dirty dream of mine.