More Than Anything, I Want To Be A Slave To My Muscular Younger Cousin

His name's Jonnie. He is 22 and just got into the Marines. I am 28. Since he was about 13 he was into working out, martial arts, outdoors, but mostly working out. By the time he was 16 he was, for all intents and purposes, already a muscle god. I can't even begin to keep track to all the times I jerked off to him fantasizing about worshipping his huge bulging muscles while he chocked me on what I like to imagine (I've never seen it) is a huge thick dick and balls. I d imagine him cockily and arrogantly palming my head with his hand and just glancing down at his zipper as if telling me with his eyes (aka training me) to use my teeth to tug it down while he fucks my face with abandon and my hands greedily explore his insane jacked god body. I'd literally be a footstool for him if he asked me to, or his toilet he's so freaking cocky and hot. I feel gross bc um we are cousins but I can't help it. I've never seen a hotter guy.