My Lust For Male Cock And Cum

This is a true story and I hope you find it interesting and arousing.

I'm a happily married, 55 year old, white male. I first had fantasies of sucking another man's cock when I was in college but I didn't know how to broach the subject and was terrified of being ridiculed and "outed".

Later in my life, I was home alone and very horny and I had heard about Craigslist and decided to look at the site. I searched the male seeking male and was surprised to find so many listings for casual encounters between men wanting to give or receive blow jobs. I read a bunch of the ads and found the ones with pictures of hard cocks to be giving me quite the hard on. I ended up masturbating and cuming very hard. But for several weeks, that's as much as I did.

The first day I had off while my wife was working I responded to an ad asking for someone to come over and give this guy a blowjob. I told him I would come over and do it for him. On the way there, I chickened out and didn't show up. I thought for days afterward about this and wondered why I hadn't followed through.

I couple of weeks later, I posted my own ad offering to come by, suck and swallow and leave. The proverbial "blow and go". A guy soon responded and he lived in an apartment not to far from where I lived so I responded and drove to him. This time I had the nerve. I knocked on the door and he answered and invited me in. We sat down on the couch next to each other and I couldn't help but staring at the gym shorts he was wearing. It was obvious he wasn't wearing underwear and I could clearly see the outline of his cock and balls and the sight made me very horny.

I gently reached over between his legs and gently started to rub his cock. It responding immediately, getting harder with each stroke. Feeling his cock getting hard in my hand made me even hornier so I got down off the couch, and knelt down between his legs, still stroking his cock. I lowered my head and took his cock in my mouth through his shorts. He started moaning and squirming a bit so I lifted my head, gently pulled his shorts down around his knees and took a cock in my mouth for the very first time.

He was about average size, and I was so excited to feel it in my mouth and to taste his cock. I started by swirling my tongue around the head as it was in my mouth and making sure my tongue kept licking all around the head. I then started to move my mouth down his cock. Because he wasn't too large, I found I could get his whole cock in my mouth and when I reached the base of it with my mouth, I sucked on it as I came up the shaft. He really started moaning as I did that.

Hearing and sensing his excitement, I cupped my hands around his balls and gently massaged them as I picked up the pace of my bobbing head and sucked harder. It didn't take long, and I could feel his head swelling in my mouth. This made me even more excited and I again picked up the pace and the intensity of my sucking as I moaned to show him I knew he was about to cum and how much I wanted his cum. His whole body then stiffened and I could feel the first spurts of his cum in my mouth, and then he was convulsing as he reached full orgasm. I savored every drop of his cum and swallowed it feeling so satisfied at what I had accomplished.

I ended up seeing him many more times, always relishing in the mouth full of cum I would receive. One time, as he was recovering from a particularly strong orgasm, I confided in him another deep desire I had. I told him that I wanted to have a chance to suck off two guys at one time and swallow both loads. He became upset at this and asked me if I was serious and I told him yes I was. After that, he refused to ever see me again.

I would from time to time find other guys that I would visit and please, but they were all one time deals. I kept trying to find a couple who I could orally service, but it never materialized. A couple of years ago, we moved to a much more conservative part of the country, and with Craigslist dropping it's personal ads, I've found it extremely difficult to find a gentlemen who is will to have me suck him off and I find that I am anxious to find someone else that will allow me to pleasure him.