Thoughts About Mom

When I was a kid maybe 9 or 10 I was using my moms computer to make a cd when she was at work when I got a little curious while waiting so I decided to look into the computer more. I go into the pictures to find a folder titled “me” so I clicked. At first they were just normal pictures of her but the more I kept scrolling the less clothes she was wearing. I got to a section that was all bra and panties pictures, some of them she was bent over.
I could feel myself getting aroused which I knew was weird but I couldn’t stop scrolling. I got to the pics where she was naked in all the sexy positions you can imagine. On all fours bent over, some of her on her back spreading it for the camera. I couldn’t hold back anymore I had to release myself. While I was touching myself I found a video of her giving a guy head. I could tell she was good at it by the way blew his load on her. I finished myself off and continued with my day.
Around this time I would also sleep in the same bed at her from time to time, when she would fall asleep I would masturbate beside her thinking about those pictures and would it would feel like to make a video with her like that one guy did. I would even sometimes rub myself on the outside of her night gown. I sure do miss it sometimes. I’m 26 now and living on my own but I have often thought about using a fake number and sending a dick pic to see if she says anything, maybe one day lol.