Older Brother

When I was about 9 years old my older brother would
make me suck his cock. If I refused, or was reluctant, he would beat the crap out of me. After the second or third time I started to like it. When he would cum in my mouth I actually enjoyed it. I liked the taste and texture of his cum. Eventually I was a willing participant in sucking his cock.
That got me started to look for other guys to suck. I became a cum craving guy. Since then I have given blow jobs to probably hundreds of men. I go to adult video stores and theaters to look for men to suck. I sometimes feel guilty that I love sucking cockbut zI still do it. There's seldom a a week that I don't suck at least 2, or 3 cocks.