First Gay

I am 19 totally hetero male, and live in an apartment share with a 26 year old man. About a week into lockdown he came into my bedroom naked and I sleep naked too. He got under the covers and I asked what the hell he was doing. His reply was a quick smack to my face and then a grab of my ass. I tried to move away and was met with another smack. He said we could do this the easy way or the hard way, he'd get his nut either way. I resisted and he threatened. I asked if I could just suck him and the response was that it was a good beginning but only a beginning.
Here I am in my bed with a naked man pawing at my ass and my nipples. He started sucking my nips and playing with them. I never realized how sensitive they were and much against my will I was getting a bit hard below. He grabbed my hand and made me play with his cock while continued playing with my nipples. When he was hard he pushed me down and laid on his back. For the first time I sucked a cock and was trying to pull off after I tasted some pre-cum but he pushed me down all the way and shot his spurts deep into my mouth and as he pushed more it went into my throat where the last spurts went directly. "Swallow it all" was all he said as he let me off his cock. It is long, I think 8" and about 1 and a half inches thick, straight as an arrow and was finally going a little soft. I swallowed, and I resisted as he tried to kiss me, again SMACK and after his kiss was over he told me that a girl should get kissed after sucking a man an letting him get off.
He didn't leave the bed instead curled up, pulling me into him, reaching back and playing with my ass. After about 30 minutes he said "There's a tube of lube in my top left draw of the nightstand, go get it baby". I hesitated, his hand went up and I got up. Naked I walked into his room, got the lube and resigned that I was going to get fucked. "Lube up then do me" he said and I obeyed. As I was lubing his cock I asked if he'd please go slow, and he agreed saying he didn't want me to be afraid of getting fucked after this first time, because we're going to have a lot of time together.
I'd never had anything to do with another boy or man in my life, never really thought about it. I'd fucked an old woman when I was 15 and that went on until last year. I've had 3 girlfriends who let me fuck her and 1 one night stand. I never had even a finger in my butt and now after taking his cum and swallowing my roommate was now fucking me. My ass burned and I begged him to stop and let me get used to it, and he did. I squeezed real tight several times and the burning went away. He went slowly for a while then picked up the pace and was fucking me like a man possessed. He was calling me baby and telling me how good my pussy felt. He asked and insisted that I answer, if I had a virgin mouth and pussy before he fucked me. The pace picked up after about 20 minutes and after another 10 or so he jammed into me, yanked back out and jammed into me again, repeating that a few times. I felt the first few spurts into my body. He was on me missionary, even had my legs pulled up around his back and he kissed me again. I didn't resist. The damage was done.
Over the many weeks now until opening I got used to it. I was asked to stay around the place naked most of the time. When not naked I only had a pair of loose shorts on so he could get to me when he wanted. I was fucked in all the rooms, bent over the kitchen table, over the couch, on the living room floor, a few times in front of the window so anyone passing by could see me getting fucked. I stopped answering my girlfriends phone calls, I just couldn't talk like the "fucker" anymore after I'd spent time being the fucked. I get off myself during my time getting fucked now with my hand and I'm OK with that I guess. I was expected to do the laundry, ironing, shopping, and cooking also.
Then the restrictions were lifted and he was bringing his hot girls around and fucking them noisily in his bedroom while I was lying naked in my room jacking off while listening. There was no residual, no weaning off he just stopped and started bringing his women around again. I went on a date with the hottest girl I know and we had a great time with sex but I couldn't get hard anymore with her. All I could think about was that I had been in her position for weeks, the one getting fucked. Now we are probably being locked down again and he's already told me that I should be looking forward to getting fucked again.