Longterm Fantasy

I'm a very happily married guy, retired and moved away from the east coast where myself and my lovely younger wife lived and worked. These days despite the covid situation we are quite happy just hanging out together mostly at home.
My wife's in her 40s and looks younger, is tall and slim and just curvy enough in the right places.
I think she's gorgeous and loved taking her out and about before the lockdown. She gets plenty of compliments from other women about her clothes or shoes or hair, etc. so it's not just my opinion. She's a good looking woman and she lives to please her man.

So the longterm fantasy doesn't particularly involve my wife because it began way back when I was just a teenager and my wife wasn't even born yet. I've carried this around and used it for wanking or jerking off for years off and on. Through many girlfriends and two wives and in between.
It began when I was about 16 and was babysitting for my older cousins who lived nearby. They had a couple of young daughters and didn't want to trust their kids with a stranger. I was old enough to be reliable and dependable and was always looking for odd jobs to make a little extra money. I'd wash & wax my cousin's car, for instance or do errands and stuff like that. So when they wanted to go out for a movie or to dinner with friends, they'd sometimes ask if I was free on a Friday night to babysit my little cousins. The girls were sweet and usually already in bed by the time I got there and their parents went out. Basically all I had to do was watch TV and they usually left some snacks around too.

This particular night I was poking around somewhere and came across a men's magazine, not a Playboy, but maybe a Penthouse or Hustler or something. Definitely something raunchier than Playboy. I was goggle-eyed looking at the nude or near nude girls. I had never done more than a little kissing and light pawing of girls my own age, and seeing grown women with their big bare titties and curly bushes gave me a helluva hard one. I took the magazine and sat on the sofa and went through the pictures page by page. Very likely unzipped and took out my teen cock to have a little rub. I know I wouldn't dare take my pants down with the little kids sleeping there, but just taking it out to rub it with the magazine on my lap seemed safe enough.

I got through the picture pages and was reading some stuff that may have been true stories or may have been guy's fantasies. I can't say I believed all of the stories because some were pretty wild. Some of them didn't do anything for me, like lesbian stories. I just had a vague idea that lesbians were girls who liked girls and kissed and stuff, but had no idea what else they'd do and wasn't very curious about them anyway.
I did like the stories about slutty girls who'd have sex with lots of men. And slutty wives who'd fuck men while their hubbies were at work or out of town. There were even stories about what they called Swingers, which I never heard of. Was fascinated to see there were married couples who went to special clubs where they could switch partners and fuck each others wife or husband. Sometimes the couples would have sex together with another couple too.

So this is a long way of getting to the point of this confession.
I read about one guy who used to dominate his wife and do different things to punish her whenever he thought she needed it. I know today that there's lots of women and men who are into that BDSM stuff and the submissives love being dominated but back then I felt sorry for these pretty wives who had husbands who would spank them and whip them and make them crawl around and pull them around by a dog leash. I read about men who would have groups of friends or guys from their bowling league come over and fuck their wives. Read about women who were forced to take cocks in their mouth and swallow. A real eye opener was women who were forced to take care of three men at once.

The story that stuck with me so long was about a dominant man who liked to punish his wife by making her wear a pretty nightie and little panties. He'd invite over a guy with an extra big dick and make the wife serve them drinks and dance around for them. The men would feel her titties and push their fingers in her. I didn't realize at the time that even though she was supposed to be being punished, she was all wet and was really getting turned on by the whole thing.
Anyway, the high point was when the husband sat down in his favorite chair and made his wife take off her panties and bend over facing him with her hands on his thighs and her ass up and pointing to the friend with the huge dick.
The husband liked to watch her face as the other guy gave her a brutal assfucking!
The husband described how hard his cock was and how he liked to watch her eyes go wide and her mouth open, maybe she'd yelp or groan as the big dick invaded her backside and started pounding her. Her husband would be jacking himself and when he was ready he'd tell her to suck his cock. He'd call her nasty names and tell her she's a whore and all she's good for is fucking and being a cumdump.

I'm sure the story ended with the men blowing their loads in her but I'm not even sure if I got to the end of the story before I shot my own load in a hanky or tissue.
And like I said, that story has stood with me for many, many years.
Sometimes when my wife's sucking my cock I imagine she's getting a big hard dick right up her hershey highway! Always makes me cum strong.