I Wish I Wasn't A Virgin Anymore.

Hello anonymous chatters, I will try to have the strength to start telling you my story because I feel embarrassed for my "condition" and this may seem to be a joke for you but for me it is very real and a very uncomfortable fact.
Ummm, so I am a 30 year old woman who is still a virgin at this age, I know it's a little shocking but it is true. I never had a boyfriend before,never been kissed by a guy before, never slept with anyone because my parents were very strict and I wasn't allowed to have a boyfriend until I was 20 years old. This made me very frustrated and made me kinda depressed because my best friend at that time had a boyfriend and I didn't. Time passed by I got my college degree, I graduated university and I was still single because I focused on Uni only on studying. Now I have a very well paid job and I am happy with my life despite the fact that my love life is a total failure I still couldn't find a man to have a relationship with. I think this is only a misfortune and makes me feel really anxious sometimes to think that I am still a virgin in my thirties. I am not ugly or fat, I have long dark hair and hazel eyes, I take care of my body pretty well I just think that guys don't like my type of girl, I mean my lack of experience when it comes to sex may seem to much for some men so I had to lie a few times that I had a relationship before.
Many can't even believe me that I am still a virgin and ask how can a pretty woman like myself is still single.
I ask myself the same thing, maybe I am too pretentious but I really want to find a warm hearted and caring man who can love and protect me. I often think how will my first time will feel when I will make love with a man if it would hurt that much considering my age.
Sorry, for the typos I am ESL, I am from Moldova