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Lesbian Stories
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Lesbian Female / 38
One Night Stand With A Man
Last year I was offered a one year assignment in our Dublin office. I was unattached and recovering from a ten year relationship that had cooled down and we had broken up. I was also 37 and was looking forward to hoping over to Europe for long weekends. The work was uneventful, my apartment very small, no car, and no friends. Too old for the younger ones, and the more adult ones were nice but very private. In a month or so I knew I had made a mistake.
At one point I opened up to a male coworker, he told me I was too blunt, too American, too big.
I took a bus tour for a day filled with tourist, hello and that was it. I was lonely and felt ugly, became very self conscious of my height and weight. I went to Barcelona, Paris, Turin, Berlin, alone. In Amsterdam I was surprised at how tall and thin the people were. I met a man sitting on a bench in the Van Gogh Museum, he talked. A businessman burning an afternoon away. We talked, and he invited me to dinner, a small place close to his hotel.
The long and short of it is I went with him to his hotel, a married man away from home. I did my best to be sexual, my first and only sexual experience with a man. I sucked his penis, I let him insert his penis in me. We never kissed, the lights were off, he wanted a woman to fuck, I wanted human contact. I went to Europe to have a one night stand with a man. Loneliness made me do it. I am home now, around Americans, my neighborhood, ladies all around me, ladies not men.
At one point I opened up to a male coworker, he told me I was too blunt, too American, too big.
I took a bus tour for a day filled with tourist, hello and that was it. I was lonely and felt ugly, became very self conscious of my height and weight. I went to Barcelona, Paris, Turin, Berlin, alone. In Amsterdam I was surprised at how tall and thin the people were. I met a man sitting on a bench in the Van Gogh Museum, he talked. A businessman burning an afternoon away. We talked, and he invited me to dinner, a small place close to his hotel.
The long and short of it is I went with him to his hotel, a married man away from home. I did my best to be sexual, my first and only sexual experience with a man. I sucked his penis, I let him insert his penis in me. We never kissed, the lights were off, he wanted a woman to fuck, I wanted human contact. I went to Europe to have a one night stand with a man. Loneliness made me do it. I am home now, around Americans, my neighborhood, ladies all around me, ladies not men.
