Making Ends Meet

I was not a nice girl growing up. Sex, pot, alcohol, arrest, alternative school. I blame it mostly on my father, an alcoholic, ex military asshole. My mother? Not much there.

On probation working at the women's shelter I met a girl who pulled her dress up to show me her nakedness. We were in the backroom sorting clothes and she ran her middle finger up and down and in and out and asked if I wanted to kiss her there letting me know she was already wet. I really got into it and that was the beginning of getting together with her.

For my mother's birthday I brought my girlfriend and told my father I could eat pussy better than he could. We were thrown out of the house, with a bruised shoulder and a black eye. My girlfriend witnessed what I had told her about. That was five years ago.

Today I live in Colorado, my girlfriend is out for a walk. I just got done with a man who came by for a full fuck. I don't do anything without protection, that includes face masks, so it's mostly doggie for right now. Men pay, women don't, and we need the money. I will shower and clean up so she can come home.

I am really not a very nice girl.