Life Choices

Only my husband can ultimately tell you, why he enjoys seeing having sex with other men.
At first we were totally monogamous. Then my cousin came to stay with us and I could tell my husband fancied her.
After a few days and lots of wine, we all ended up in bed together.
The sex was amazing and I spent most of my time tonguing out my cousin's pussy and arse.
A few months after she went back home, we flew over and stayed at her place. And again we all had sex. But it was then my husband asked me during the sex, if I'd have another man fuck me too.
Two days later on a fairly secluded beach as I was giving my husband a blow job, he invited a man who apparently had been watching, to come over and have me suck on his cock.
I refused at first, but then saw just how big the older man's cock was.
I soon began giving the stranger head and got so involved, so turned on, I didn't give it or my husband a second thought as he manoeuvred me around to fuck me doggy style.
It was an utterly life changing fuck. There was no pretense in any of our actions over the next ten minutes. It was raw sex, rough extremely orgasmic sex and I loved it.
With him about to cum I had him pull out. By then he was fucking me missionary, with my husband knelt close by masturbating.
Pulling out he moved up and came all over my face and hair.
I was so overwhelmed by the orgasms his cock had driven me too, I could hardly stand.
That afternoon I bathed in the Mediterranean sea, washing a strangers cum off my face and hair.
Since returning from my cousin's home, we've invited four men round to share our bed. My husband doesn't get involved at all, other than masturbating and cumming over me once I've been fucked to such amazing orgasms.
The men have been strangers who we've, mostly me, have chosen to enjoy sex with.
I'm a pretty, slim and fit young woman. Someone who now has lots more confidence with men.
And that confidence has lead me to have sex aside from my husband's gaze too.
I met a wonderful older man who has a huge libido to go with his massive cock. He's in his forties and doesn't want a relationship, which is perfect for me.
We meet at his place weekday afternoons and have the most sordid sex. He makes me orgasm multiple times and even loves to eat out his own cum from my pussy and arsehole, which makes me climax again and again.
My husband and I have recently met a neighbour's son. He's nineteen and an absolute dream of a guy. I know he likes me, but my husband is unsure about having sex with a younger man who lives so close.
But I'm not.