Have To

I've gotten tired of all the ridicule, the laughing and embarrassment. I am 18 now, and since I was 16 I tried and tried with girls but my very small cock is too embarrassing. I have a very thin, slight build, not very tall, no body hair except on my head and my pubes. I needed to have sex of some sort, to be close to another person to experience naked, sexual pleasure. So I let an older man have sex with me. He didn't laugh at my size, and was very gentle. I would suck him, and he would fuck me, even make love to me. Gentle kisses on my face and neck, and when he was pumping in and out of me he'd reach down and fondle me to cumming. Only after I shot would he fuck me rapid fire and shoot his load into my body.

Eventually he had another of his friends come over and we'd all three have sex, then another, and after about 4 different guys plus my friend he had all of them take me all at one time. I'd gotten gangbanged. Afterward his lovemaking was all the more urgent and good. It pleased him to see me getting fucked and sucking others cocks. I obliged and about 4 months ago I started wearing makeup first, then girls undies, and nighties. Now I dress for him in girls clothes all the time even during the day. He fucks me as his girlfriend and we even go on boy-girl dates together. No one recognizes me as a girl. I even got asked out one afternoon by a boy my age and my friend encouraged me to go. After 2 dates I gave the boy a handjob, next date a BJ. I wasn't sure about what to do after that, so when he was begging me I told him I was deathly afraid to get pregnant and I kept blowing him. Eventually I invited him to my friends house where I came out in stockings, panties and bra with heels. I pulled my panties down and showed him my tiny one and told him that now he knew and if he wanted me, the woman he could have me. I got fucked by his huge 9" right there in the living room with my friend watching on closed circuit in the spare room.

I am now a gay trans slut with no embarrassment from my tiny cock. Though I'd have loved to feel a pussy just to know what it's like.