Knew It Had To Happen

I was always a big girl, fat that is, not tall. I have very small boobs and they may look pretty big but only because of my being so heavy. I have mousy brown hair, on top and between my legs. The guys never asked me for dates, so I found myself alone with a couple of boys when I was 14 and we were driving around in their car. I let them stop and put me in the backseat and I lost my virginity in my mouth and my pussy. After that they came around to take me out in their cars together and individually and with other guys as well. I was letting as many as 10 guys fuck me every week, mostly on weekends. There was never real dates, just guys taking me out for a fast food burger and a coke then me on my back in the backseat or in a motel room with usually more than one guy taking turns. Of course; the whole school soon knew. I even blew the science teacher to get a B in the class. I didn't realize I'd have to do it every week I wanted the grade though, but I did it.

One guy did take me on a really nice date, an eat-in restaurant, kissing me and everything, it was so great and I wanted to do whatever he wanted and I let it be known. In his backseat instead of me on my back he made me roll over on my stomach. I knew what he was going to do and resigned myself anyway. So at 15 and a half I got some very, very rough anal sex for my first time doing it that way. He came around and I let him do it in my mouth and pussy a couple of times, but he wanted my ass, so I let him. Soon the dating stopped and we'd just go to a motel or the back of his car, I'd automatically lay down on my stomach and feel the vaseline on his finger pushing into my ass and then his long thick cock entering me. He used vaseline because it lasted the whole time of getting fucked, even twice in an evening, and he wouldn't use rubbers so he could shoot way up inside me.

Soon everyone knew I let "guys" buttfuck me and it was back to the old routine, getting fucked, sucking and getting buttfucked by a dozen guys each week. I have always let guys do group sex on me. Soon that was my norm, 4 to 10 guys taking turns all evening having any kind of 3 hole sex they wanted. One guy brought a really sleazy looking, older, skinny woman who had to be in her late 30s and everyone watched as she stripped. I thought she was going to lay down and take on some of the guys giving me a respite but instead, she stuck her boob in my mouth and was grabbing mine. Then mounted my face and everyone watched while I licked her to multiple orgasms. The guy that brought her, then fucked me in my ass and took her to leave. All she said was "she's fat but she's got a good tongue". In my teens I got pregnant 3 times, mom made me get an abortion, give one baby up and got me morning after pill the third time that didn't work but I miscarried.

Fast foward several years, I'm still in the same town, still let a lot of men and boys fuck me, usually in my apartment. Sometimes I still do gangbangs. I knew ultimately it would happen again, guys only used condoms on me for their protection not to protect me from getting pregnant. 4 months ago I was at a party, got really drunk and there were about 20 guys there. 14 of them fucked me, some twice, some three times. I didn't leave until about 4am. A couple weeks later I missed my period. I got pregnant and don't even know who it could have been. At that party there were 14 who did me, and after there has been another 5 or so. I don't even know what color the babys father is.

I knew it would happen again, this time I'll bear it through. But I'm gonna stop being the fat ugly whore