I Don't Know If I'm Bicurious Bisexual Or Gay

I'm 63 years old and live on Capitol Hill in Denver Colorado

I have lived a good life when your young you don't really think about God and Jesus

When I was 8 years old my niece was around 13 one day she had to babysit and asked if I would like to go with her and of course I said yes

After we were by ourselves she asked me if I ever seen a girl naked

I say no and she had taken her clothes off my cock got hard I tried to cover it up.

She took my hands way and said don't be a shame its natural here let me suck it
( my cock was big for my age and she saw it when I was shower ) she did sucked it for about 5 minutes she stop and said you know want that your dick is really meant for

I said no she laid down spread her legs and said cum here get on top of me and slide your dick in my pussy and we started fucking I was in seventh heaven

From that time on until we moved back to Colorado I would go with her babysitting and screw your brains out

When I moved back to Colorado their was three of us boys would go into the steam room get naked and masterbate each other of I remember their was some cock sucking

In my teens and twentys I had no problem finding sex with FEMALES

I joined the Army at the age of 17 one night at a party gotten stone drunk to were I was blacked out the only time I came to an a female was ride on Prime Meat that only last about 10 seconds and black out again and don't remember go back to the post

I been divorced for eighteen years and becum really so freaking horny I becum curious about having sex with another males

So brought a dildo and gay bareback porn to feel what it's like riding on cock and enjoy it

Now I would prefer a female for sex but at my age it's a little hard to fine a female playmate

I filled out few gay dating profiles and a couple have answered my profile

I have suck cock I have topped and bottom a couple of times but only with small cocks

I'm still looking for a male well equipped to satisfy my horny needs

I believe I'm addicted to gay porn and masterbating I masterbate three or four times a day

I'm trying to stop watching porn and masterbating but it's not easy

I enjoy being nude around the house and outside

It has cum to the point I don't know if I'm bicurious bisexual or gay hope I'm still straight

I have fantasies when I see a real nice cock

I believe sex has always been a problem with me

I love sex willing to try new things when having sex including going outside of my comfort zone

I believe if I don't get a handle on it I'm going to hell