Frustrations Resolved

For nearly two years it bothered me an awful lot, that my wife no longer wanted sex.
I tried to have some fun with a younger female colleague of mine, with her already telling me a year before she'd love to have sex with me. This with her knowing I'm a well endowed man. But she began to talk about leaving our respective partners. And I didn't want that, not at all.
I ended that affair and used my right hand to relieve my sexual stresses for quite a while.
Late last year I got talking to a guy who I used to work and go to the gym with. I knew he enjoyed gay sex every now and then, even though he too was married.
He told me it was more, fuck and see you later with guys. They, mostly didn't want commitment and he enjoyed that part of the sex, as well as being fucked by the men he met.
We did have an afternoon of mutual masturbation and he sucked me off too, but I found either he or gay sex wasn't for me.
Only a few days later I decided to take my evening run in the morning. I was horny, frustrated and confused about how I felt having had a guy suck me off.
Running alongside the reservoir I saw a young guy jogging in front of me. As I got level with him, he began to keep pace and I noticed he was looking at my crotch.
Without any introduction he said "I know somewhere if you're up for a blow job".
Until that morning, I swear I didn't know that part of the reservoir was known for gay hookups.
I don't know what made me do it, other than needing to sexually interact again. But I went back on my thoughts about gay sex.
In a sheltered area close to a rocky crag where the trees were fairly thick, I stood with my shorts and boxers around my ankles as a twenty two year old young man sucked on my dick.
Any doubts I might have had went when he told me, with a cock the size of mine he'd love it and me to be fucking him.
Once my cock was throbbing in his mouth and aching for a fuck, I had him stand up and lean against a tree.
His shorts were already on the floor, as was his jogging top. He stood with just his socks and trainers on as I slid my cock easily up his hole.
I'm not going to say it was the best fuck ever, because it wasn't. What it was, was my true introduction into gay sex and I fucking loved it.
He was able to take all of my length and even began to back onto me. Which in turn made me fuck him much harder.
He was furiously jacking off at the same time and it was he who came first. All over the ground beneath him.
I fucked him for a minute or two more, then pulled out to cum all over his arse cheeks.
As soon as I stopped cumming, he spun around, dropped down and sucked my cock back into his mouth.
It was so intense a feeling, I only let him suck me for a minute before lifting him up.
Face to face, he kissed me and then told me his name.
I swapped numbers with Kieran and agreed to meet up with him again. Only I was a little concerned as I'd not worn a condom.
We messaged for a couple of days before we both agreed for me to pay for tests.
It took another six days to have the tests and both get negative results back.
We celebrated by him having me fuck him in my car. I fucked him doggy at first, but he wanted to change, so in another first as I slid my dick into his tight arsehole missionary, we kissed at the same time.
The crazy thing was that afternoon, is I'd parked in a place where lots of people could have walked past. However it was pissing down and no one saw me cum up the Kierans beautiful fuck hole.
Kieran and I still have sex to this day. Sometimes we still have sex outdoors and both get a thrill from fucking in the open air. But Covid changed things for a while.
Kieran shares a place with his mum and her female lover. Lockdown would have meant us not being able to meet up. However I sat my wife down and did some confessional explaining.
I'd reached the end of my sneaking around and told her everything. My wife listened without interrupting me, then simply said "Why don't you use the spare room".
There was no hint of anger or sense of our relationship such as it was and is, falling apart. She easily accepted, if she wasn't keeping me happy sexually, then why shouldn't I have someone else.
Feeling a little awkward at first, I introduced Kieran to my wife and saw the genuine warmth she gave him with her smile and hug.
We sat and talked with the uneasiness gradually flowing away. She cooked us some food and said she was going out for a couple of hours to visit her sister. Telling me the shutdown was about to start.
Kieran and I finished our meal, sat on the sofa kissing, then I took the young man to bed.
When my wife got home, I was sliding my cock up Kierans arsehole as I spooned him. We didn't hear my wife as we were both nearing orgasm again.
Cumming deep inside of his bowels, I turned him over and had him lick and suck my cock clean. He did so just as my wife knocked on the door.
We joined her downstairs ten minutes later, to hear her say the lockdown would probably begin in two days time.
It wasn't my idea to suggest Kieran stay with us.
My wife now treats Kieran like a son. Only she knows and accepts her husband is fucking him daily.
The lockdown has eased now and Kieran spends his days living between our home and his mums.
I've now met her and she seems cool with an older man having a relationship with her son.
My wife couldn't be happier I swear. It's as if the burden of a sexual relationship has been lifted from her. She's happier than I've seen her in a long time and even now makes sexual quips, making both Kieran and I laugh.
I'm not sure how long it will all last. The one thing I haven't done is made any promises or engaged with Kieran in any other way but sexual. Yes we're very close, but to say I love the young man wouldn't be how I feel. But then he doesn't put any pressure on me or us and just enjoys our times together.
Just like yesterday evening, when I fucked him in the exact same spot by the reservoir, where I first slid my cock up arse. It had just begun to rain hard as I came up his hole. But neither of us cared as we stood totally naked.