All Of Those Memories

When I was a kid and quite young, I developed a terrible attraction for another girl. As it turned out she also felt the same way toward me. So the two of us started having this secret love affair. It was very passionate and we pledged our undying love for one another, and we would kiss madly and have sex. I honestly believe that we were the only girls in our class to even be doing something sexual at that time. Knowing about such things as lesbians, my friend told me that was what females who like other females were called. We both figured that you had to be older to be a lesbian, but we said that was what we would become when got older, and we would live together and always be in love forever and forever.
Well, our torrid love affair last for over a year which was quite remarkable, and then my friend moved away. We stayed in touch for a few years after that, but eventually we drifted apart and lost touch.
When I was high school I had a very brief lesbian fling, if it could even be called that, with another girl, but didn’t like it very much. That was when I decided that I wasn’t a lesbian and that I really did not feel attracted to other females.
Eventually I was got married and after eighteen years that ended. Then I met another woman, also divorced and my age, and the opportunity presented itself and we found ourselves having and enjoying sex. Neither of us consider ourselves to be a lesbian, but just friends. This has been going on between us now for a little over a year and we both find this a pleasant arrangement. No, hardly the hot and torrid feelings of passion which I felt for my friend way back when. The two of us really are just friends with more fun than passion in mind. Still, I do think back on my friend. I often wonder if she became a lesbian and how she is doing now and if she is happy.
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