Wanting To Try A Big One

I’m married, mostly str8, most people will never know or expect I’m bi...
Over the years I’ve had great sex with both men and women
As of late I have had that itch again, I’ve never had much of a chance to learn to suck cock, but I decide to explore that side of myself, I have meet another man
He doesn’t have a large cock and he is only entrusted in oral, mostly me giving him head, I’ve sucked him off 16 times now and he has sucked me off two times...
I really enjoy it, but really would like to sick a really nice big cock....
I would also like to explore having a truly aggressive top With a big thick cock
Force me to TOTALY give my ass and mouth to him for his please only!,