And I Loved It

When I was about 11 or 12 I was gang fucked. I say fucked and not ra ped for a reason. I loved it. My parents took me to a holiday party, I dont remember which ones company it was, and I was just alone, not many kids were there, but there were some. I've always been considered "pretty". J have blue eyes ND dark brown hair and pale ish skin. At the time I hadn't really developed breasts but they were lightly budding. I remember my dress vividly because I loved it. It was the first time I was allowed to wear a strapless dress. It was a dark green and fell to my knees in an a line shape, velvet material with a thick gold ribbon for a belt. The green velvet was sparkly and felt like a million bucks. I got to wear my first pair of heels with it. They were gold Mary Jane style shoes and my mom did my hair and make up. I had on red lipstick for the first time and some mascara that made my eyes look big. I remember hanging out by myself because I didn't know the other kids when I had some punch not knowing it was alcoholic. My parents were too involved in a conversation with god knows who to notice. I had my second cup and was going for a third when a man stopped me and said I shouldn't be drinking that. I said it was really good and he laughed at me and said he wouldn't tell my parents, but it would be a good idea to hide from them if I was going to drink. Being super young, the second cup was enough to make me tipsy. I followed this man to a separate room to drink my third cup of punch. He sat me down and asked my name and made idle chit chat. I noticed he had been texting the whole time we were talking but I didn't really care. After a few minutes of talking, 4 more people walked into the room. The first man I walked in with asked how I was feeling after my third cup and another man offered me a 4th. I took it and sipped as they chatted amongst themselves. At some point, the first man walked over to me and asked me if I would remove my dress. They said I was pretty and wanted to see my bra and panties. I didnt wear a bra yet and I told them something like "I dont wear a bra but I'm wearing panties." The first guy lifted my skirt and i think he showed everyone and they all said that my little white panties were pretty,, so I let them unzip my dress to see better. Eventually they touched my tiny tits and puffy nipples. They took pictures with their phones and talked about removing my underwear. The room was spinning at this point but I remember someone removed my panties and sat me on a desk or a table and asked me to open my legs and spread my pushy lips. I did and I heard them taking pictures. One by one they touched and licked me in places I had never been touched. I remember feeling a tingly sensation in my pussy. I was laid down by someone and told I was going to feel really good in a second. I was given another cup and I drank it. Its a bit blury from there but I recall being fucked. My napples were sucked, my little clit was licked and one man shoved his fat cock in me. I remember it hurt, like I was being ripped apart and it stung . He kept going in and out and I think he got blood on his pants becaise he said "fuck she popped on me". After that all the other men took turns and dumped their load in me. The feeling of a cock inside me different, but I liked it. At some point someone picked me up and held me upside down. A man put his cock in my mouth while I was lifted and dropped onto it,, like a makeshift blowjob. At the same time another man fu ked my pushy while another tried to fit in my little asshole, I dont remember if he git but I couldn't shit right for days after this. My legs were spread across the table and my arms were up and they did what they wanted
My belly felt full and I tried to push it out. Someone cleaned me up and dressed me and laid me down on a couch somewhere. I remember thinking how i loved my little tummy feeling full. I fell asleep and I woke up in the morning with a headache. My parents had no idea what happened and I dont rememeber too much more. These days I try and relive that moment, but nothing compares.