My Way To Earn Money

I grew up extremely poor. My dad left my mum to raise 3 kids on her own. I was the oldest. Around 11, it was obvious that I was very pretty for a boy. I looked younger, very thin, pale skin, white blond hair, light blue eyes and puffy red lips. My neighbor in his fifties invited me often to play video games and bought things for me and my brothers.He sat beside me, petting my leg, telling me how soft my skin is, how beautiful my eyes and lips were. He kissed my mouth, bit my lips and slipped his tongue in my mouth. He kissed, nibbled my neck, rubbing himself, until he shuddered and moaned. Not long after, he took off my shirt, was sucking my nipples, his hand on my penis,rubbing until I got my first hard on. He fell on his knees, started licking and swallowing my penis until I had my first orgasm. He always told me he loved me and just wanted to make me feel good. He loved to lick my ass and insert his fat fingers inside my hole and made me cum. When I was towards 12, he pushed my head to his hairy cock for a bj and he said it was the best he had. I became real skillful on this. He slammed his cock in my ass when I turned 12. On my birthday. From this day on he fucked me every chance he got until I became 14. 

He had a buddy and he would come over and they fucked me together filling all my holes.They made videos and watched until they were hard again and fucked me once more. They were insatiable. I can't count how many days i went home with my ass bleeding. 

Around that age I had a growth spurt and my body became very manly and 

my penis became really big and thick. Suddenly everything shifted and he couldn't get enough of me fucking HIM with my big dick and swallowing my endless cum. I was in power and I could do everything I wanted to him. I made him my bitch. For every time I allowed him to touch me, he had to pay me big or do me a favor. He lived for me to acknowledge him.

Before long, I also noticed hungry looks from my classmates but also grown men and women. I had just turned 15 when I fucked a girl for the first time and I loved it. It was so different and sweet and eating pussy became my favorite. I also gave or received an occasional blow job when I was horny. 

The girls and boys went crazy about my cock and I started to build up a name.  

At the same time at home things got worse and the expenses were huge,we needed money and fast, so i used my looks to earn more money. I fucked boys and girls with my big cock as long as they payed me. I let boys suck me, fuck me or gave bj also only for money. I let my married math teacher fuck me repeatedly in the classroom for a load of cash which brought each time food on the table for a month. I fucked and wss being fucked by random men and women. At public places, parks, streets, parking lots, elevators, under bridges, in classrooms,at parties, in cars or motels. I went on the street and let strangers pick me up. It was mostly to fuck me and me giving bj. As long as I got payed I did everything to anyone. Even disgusting things like humiliating ppl, inflicting real pain, a piss show or participating to r**e. I once was booked to attend to an all night fuck party with old men. I will never forget this night,  because besides being brutally fucked by countless men I got beaten up real bad and it took a while for me to recover. 

Safety was secondary so no rubber. It got payed better without anyway so i had to roll with it. 

I made enough money for my family to live decent and some to put away for rainy days. Turns out my mom knew. She knew everything. All along.  From the neighborly advances to me picking up customers on the street and let them fuck me.  If this isn't fucked up, i don't know what is. 

I was still fucking my neighbor but he never got the chance to fuck me again. If he got cash, i did. Up to the moment I found out he had invited my little brother to his apartment. I was almost 18 and very muscular when I hit him black and blue, telling him if he ever looked again at my brothers I would kill him. And I meant it. I would. I didn't want my brothers to go down that road. 

Now I'm 25, I went to college and I'm currently studying. I still sell my "abilities" to pay the bills. Not on the streets anymore. I'm an escort. Though I don't give a shit,  I'm fucking good looking and I do everything to anyone. I have no taboos. So ppl call and I do whatever, whenever, whoever. Lately I'm very popular to the older women sector. There is big money there and as long as my cock is cooperative I'll keep fucking 75 year old ladies or old dudes. 


My brothers, one in college and one is finishing high school, so I need to support them at least 5 to 6 years longer. They know where the money comes from. They are great kids and i don't regret anything I've done for them. 

After that night of hell, I haven't spoken to my mom again. I can't forgive her.  


Dont get me wrong. I'm a horny fucker and I occasionally enjoy sex with men and women. I like to fuck but also to get fucked. I had some personal hookups with men or women but with my job a relationship isn't possible. 

But my soul is empty. I feel pleasure but not real joy. 


I hope after this time I can have a "normal " life . I want a wife and I want kids. I don't know if its possible with my past but I hope I will be able to start over and enjoy sex just me and my wife and whatever we decide together.