Tired Of Bad Choices

In college I was arrested and convicted of distributing marijuana to minors, college kids, because I sold five grams to an undercover officer. I was given five years. My lawyer got me out after two years on probation. I lived in a halfway house for nine months and was released but had to live in the county until my probation was complete. Five years, three lesbian horror stories, a hundred thousand in legal fees, housing, and general support by my parents. They had to take out a mortgage loan. I completed an online degree in Sociology, and guess I grew up.

After my probation was complete I moved back to the East Coast and became a lesbian call girl with my then partner. The money was good, the clients were generally wealthy, but I never saved any money. I broke up with my partner and tried getting work. A man gave me a job working in a furniture store. He liked me and he took me home with him. It was my fist straight relationship and it lasted several months.

I live with a man in Breckenridge Colorado. He owns several rental units and I help him manage them. I am also his at home girlfriend. He isn't a catch, but he is nice to me and I like living with him. I like the way he treats me. I am not proud of my life, I am basically a live in girlfriend for sex and housekeeping and I get paid a small salary to help him with his rental business. He is a 57 year old man.

I turned 30 last week. I am a lesbian but that has only resulted in bad decisions, bad relationships, prison, prostitution, I know I can't go straight but I can live straight. Maybe I could marry a man and have a family.