At Last

I have wanted to try it for so long, fantasised about it, had dreams about it, watched porn showing it.
I have been with female partners since I was 16.
But I have for all these years wanted to suck a cock, for it to spurt inside my mouth so I can taste all the cum. That’s 50 years.
I hope that in the next few days I will suck and feel that first bare cock under my tongue, in my mouth, feel it’s shape, feel it enlarge and pulse as it cums.
All my adult life I have longed for this. Will it happen, it should if all goes well.
I’m so horny thinking of it, I think I will cum myself once my lips are sealed around that stiff penis and as I fondle the balls, when I am worshipping all that manhood, on my kneels, nearing, serving it with pleasure.