Never Dreamed

I am forty-eight years old, divorced, and just your average mom. I still cannot believe that during this recent corona virus lockdown, that I started having sex with my twenty-four year old son. I never imagined myself doing anything like this in my life.
I was aware, of course, that mother and son sex did occur, but I always believed that there were a lot of adverse psychological and emotional aspects to such relationships, and that there was no way that it could possibly be good or healthy.
Well, my son and I are perfectly normal and have perfectly normal mom and son relationship. We have always been close and have gotten along, and really even better now that he’s older. During this lockdown, I suppose because of the stress and the boredom for sure, we joked about our having some naughty fun together. It did sound like fun and appealing to both of us, and we ended up having intercourse. It was really the most wonderful experience to share, so we had a lot of sex during the lockdown, and I mean a lot! I even have done some things which I never even did with his father, including anal sex, which I was never too sure about trying but have found to be quite stimulating. We have slowed down some since then, but we have happily continued.
Now I know that there are those out there who will say that this is wrong and immoral, and who will judge it blindly by their own standards. So be it. They are entitled to their opinion just as, and I do hope they remember, everyone else is.
But now, after this, I can fully understand why a mother would want to have sex with her own son. I have never experienced anything so personal or emotionally rewarding, to say nothing of sexually satisfying. None of which I had imagined before.
So should mothers and sons have sex? I can only say that it depends on the mother and son. They know their relationship the best, and only they can judge this. If it is entirely consensual, and there is no doubt on either part, and their reasons are mutual and understood, and they feel so inclined, I would have to say try it, and hopefully it will be a wonderful experience. Now my son and I were both completely open to cautiously and sensibly trying this. Neither of us had been drinking, there was no seduction, and neither one of us talked the other into it. As I have said, we both found the idea quite appealing and we were genuinely interested to see what this would be like. I know that we both expected to perhaps feel uncomfortable, but it was not like that at all.
Of course, having said this, each to his own.