Old Habits

I’ll admit it’s a bit of an awakening when you have your first sexual encounter with another guy. Started for me when I was 12. Some time passed before it happened again when I was about 17. Now, I’m no whore. But I’ve fucked more men than I have women. I guess I could blame long term relationships with women being the reason. As well as the fact I have no desire for anything other than a hookup with a guy.

I can’t even say I have a preference in any one particular type of guy. I’ve fucked or been fucked by all shapes, sizes, and colors of men. Twinks, fems, fattys, blue color, thugs, rednecks, businessmen. I will say I have preference according to what role I play. For instance, if I’m looking for some ass. I want a younger, twink type or a chubbier type freak of any age as long as it’s legal. But if I’m needing some cock. I want one thing. A BIG BLACK COCK.

Nothing in this world compares to it. The taste, the smell, the feel. It’s like being stabbed with a fence post at first. But after you warm up to it, it’s like an obsession . And then all I want is more. But not just the same one. Bigger. Fatter. Longer. More cum. And now I’m wanting more than one BBC. I’m needing a group of 2-4 guys armed with no smaller than 10” coke can sized cocks to make me the bitch I want to be. Cumming nearly nonstop in both holes. Its true what they say. Once you go black you never go back. And it’s a magnificent feeling that you’re being owned by a bull who you know you can’t tame.

The only problem with all of this is I’m a married father of 2 young children. And the wife has no clue. If she did she’d leave me in a heartbeat. It’s also getting harder and harder to find decent, sane guys who are discrete like me to have fun with. I’m from a rural area where everyone knows everyone and you can’t fart without the whole town hearing about it. I started out using craigslist but moved on to Grindr once CL was done away with. Grindr is okay I guess. Hit and miss on the guys. I catch a few passing through. But I need a good local guy to use or be used by on the DL on a somewhat frequent basis. All while trying to be as safe as possible. Not that I have been in years past. Of all the people (girls and guys) I’ve only used condoms a handful of times.

Anyway just needed to vent a little. Hard to keep all these secrets to myself. More stories coming soon I hope. Thanks for reading guys.

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by Anonymous on Aug 23, 2020 at 1:19 AM

8 know how it feels to lie about it to your wife. To be with your family but dreaming of a cock filling and breeding you. Its so fucked up but arousing nevertheless

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by Anonymous on Aug 23, 2020 at 11:57 AM

So tell us about that first time you got owned or went black and knew BBC was for you and you loved to be owned. Do you like knowing your cock is way smaller than theirs? Do you like being called a bitch by them?

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