Gay Sex Addiction.

I think a few weeks ago I got Covid 19. Felt like dying. Stopped all sexual anything, my body wanted to survive so it focused on fighting corona I assume. Had all the symptoms and it’s not fun. Anyhow about 3 weeks later I’m back to 80 percent of my normal self. Started to workout again and my hard dick came back And my horniness is back. No joke I have masturbated 5 times or more a day for the last 3 days. Today after watching so much porn, I started to look for hook ups. I got a 24 year old to come over and play. I got on my knees sucked his cock and balls, took all of his cock in my mouth to his balls. He ate my ass got a good while licked my balls and cock then proceeded to fuck my asshole, felt so good after not having had sex for a few weeks. We were both into it, I was loving him fucking me. Once he came in my ass I gave him a big hug and began to lick the sweet sweat off of his neck, he tasted so so good. I did one side then the other thanked him for coming over and asked him to come visit again. As soon as he left though I got a message from a couple who had fucked me together once a while back, said what the fuck and had them both over. I was ready waiting ass up ready to be fucked. One had an average cock and the other is much bigger. The average cock got on my bed put his cock in my face and I went to town sucking his nice average but nice length and thick cock as his boyfriend put that big cock balls deep in me. I could feel him stretching me as he fucked me, he felt deep and felt amazing. After a while he mentioned his going to cum and pulls his cock back a little and breeds my ass. Put his nut in me. Then his boyfriend who’s taller started to fuck me and he felt amazing, that cock had some great movement, he was working it, average but knows how to fuck with it. Loved hearing him tell me how tight my ass is. I mean after no sex for weeks it probably was tight but it’s more of my technique, I flex and relax my ass muscles as I’m being fucked depending on how I’m being fucked so I think that’s part of it, surprises me a lot more guys who get fucked don’t do it, it makes the prostate feel better too so.... I fucked several guys and not many are talented bottoms. Anyhow he came in me. They both left and I proceeded to fuck myself with a dildo. I showered blew a nut and I am now writing this. I feel like I’m a sex addict. I don’t see myself with a man other than sex, don’t consider myself gay either. I’m a straight looking and behaving man. I’m a short 5 foot 6 inches white boy Mexican. I got the white gene so I don’t look Mexican at all I look like a white skin head neo-Nazi no joke, but I’m not just a regular dude who’s racially ambiguous I guess. I mean 5 foot 6 inches but with a 7 inch uncut cock. Because I look white more than anything I tend to have sex with other white guys a lot more than any other. The 3 guys that fucked my tonight all white. I feel like I can’t stop myself from the sex addiction I have, I’m turning 35 and I don’t want to end up living a life of just sex. I want connection and a family, I don’t see myself with a man but I can’t stop myself from getting the easy sex men provide. Last Saturday I was getting a blow job from another a different guy I was so into it getting my dick down his throat that I totally missed a group of teenagers walk up to my car and see my hard cock balls deep inside a tall white boy. Felt so embarrassed for the guy blowing me, fuck.

Ps. So pissed off sex addiction is not considered an addiction and insurance can pretend it doesn’t exist and not cover a god dames therapist. FML!