I Just Got Let Down

Hi my name is Kathy, I live in a small town in rural upstate New York. I am one of seven children, the oldest, two boys and five girls. We live in the farm house of my great grandparents, two upstairs bedrooms, one indoor bathroom. My father is the custodian of the junior high school, my mother with seven children doesn't work outside the home. By any measures we are poor.

I left home after high school and got a job in Syracuse at a Hilton hotel. I met a man, he is 34 with a trust fund, he doesn't need to work and he took me on a holiday to Orlando and Disney World after I told him I had always wanted to go. The sex was blah.

I don't have experience, there is nowhere to go in my town and everyone knows everyone. I was so disappointed, I always fantasized on heavy metal music and fireworks. My first time was so disappointing.

That's my confession.