Just Happened To Me.

I got a job at the age of 16 my first job ever. One afternoon I was downtown waiting for my bus and this older man suddenly appears next to me,he asked me if I wanted to get high. He said he had a joint but didn't want to smoke it alone. I got really nervous and a little scared when he said he would give me a ride home as we smoke it. I kinda was scared to say no to him. He was a mature man kinda like i couldn't say no to him. I got a really weird feeling that he wanted me to do something with him. But I also found that the feeling was making me kinda horny for what he wanted me to do something with him. He got close to my house and said is there a park so we could smoke and no one could see us. I told him where to go we parked in the woods. We are getting high and he said for me not to be nervous but that i was a nice looking person he found me very sexy, it was 1976 i had long hair but i am a male and very clean skin no hair at all on my face. I hadn't been sexual with no one but I jack-off a lot. I didn't know what to do or say i knew what he wanted me to do something with him. I began to feel l needed to do something with him. I began to feel like kinda feminine and lust for male attention. He got close to me and I let my self lean a little bit more to him. He got close to my face and i let him kiss me and I let my self lean a little bit more to him and I let my hand touch his cock and I let my self lean a little bit more to him. I couldn't believe what i was going to do. Help me to undo his pants and I let my self go down to his very huge and powerful looking cock it had a lot of for skin , mine was nothing to this monster i thought. I put it in my mouth and I licked the head as i pulled the foreskin back and I let my self take as much as I could get into my mouth and I licked the head as i pulled the foreskin back and I let my self start to suck and lick it up until he let me know he was going to come and for me to suck all of the milk he was going to give me and I didn't say anything i just did as he said. I swallowed up all of the milk he was pumping out of his cock and I let my self keep sucking up his nuts. I felt ashamed and like i wasn't a man no more he took me home and gave his number . i didn't want the number and I didn't say anything to him . i thought i didn't want to see him again.