Time Has Changed My Sexual Fantasies

I confess over the years that as a str8 married man I’ve had some great sex, but I have had some amazing gay and bi sex.

As of this very moment my wishes and fantasies regularly include the desire to be the helper ,fluffier and cuckold for my wife and another man or men, I know this will never happen, but as I get older my ability to perform has let me down, my wife doesn’t complain ,quite the opposite ,she has never had a very high sex drive and has caused many problems over the years, to the point I started having gay sex as a form of relief , I have over time become even more into man sex.

I’ve turned from enjoying getting head or taking a nice ass to desiring the emotions and feelings of submission, gay or str8 submission.

Today I have another man that I suck to completion sometimes multiple times a week, I very much enjoy this, I have also in the pass become a submissive bottom to multiple younger men, I enjoy that a lot and cum hands free from this type of sex, back to my confession, sorry...

Today I would love to watch another man being pleased and pleasing my wife in any ways they wish.

I would be so great at pleasing her or him in as many ways as they wanted.

It turns me on a lot thinking of sucking cock or being fucked in front of her, her calling out the orders!!!

I would loved to be locked in chastity and please them both, eating her pussy every time it is filled with cum, ummmm..

I would love to be tied and lightly whipped and forced be her lover to take his cum loads and forced to please her orally at any point she commands.

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