I Want To Fuck Him

I'm half Irish and half Latina (holidays will never not be weird). I also work at a call center, I'm a single mom with an 8 yr old daughter, and I clean a few houses on the side to make extra money. I'm a little on the curvy side, but it looks good on me. We get by okay, all things considered. I'm catholic (not as devout as I should be), but I think I'm a pretty good person overall. My wild years are beyond me, and I pretty much live for my daughter's happiness now.

I say all this to say that while I keep it professional, I would 100% fuck the brains out of one of my house cleaning clients. All he has to do is ask and I would rock his world. Cute little science professor at a local college, absent minded but ruggedly handsome (he has no idea), incredibly kind.

He is also a single Dad as of January (apparently, Mommy had a bit of a coke habit and like to go after local athletes on the side and make men out of them before they went off to college). I saw a lot of the signs as I've been working for them for around 2 full years now but that wasn't my place. She hired me, I secretly wonder if she wanted to get caught. As everything started to fall apart, he was spending more and more time around so we have gotten to know each other pretty well, having lunch together on the days I came to straighten up in their nice kitchen and just talking about life.

His daughter is a year younger than mine and I've seen a lot of them together lately and our kids have even played together as I've had to bring my girl with me - I've always asked first, again I'm professional. The number of times I've come in to find him teaching my daughter or both our daughters amateur science - I found them in goggles one day doing baking soda and vinegar volcanoes - too many to count.

And that scene along makes my ovaries hurt for this man. He's good to my daughter and she's not even his or even connected to her in any way. That's a big deal to me, I'm sure many other women can agree.

Right now, I'm terrified to even flirt with this man. The money is helpful and I don't want to lose it AND what we have here. But if he showed the slightest interest, I'd be out of my crappy apartment and decorating our girls' rooms in a heartbeat.

Is it worth it to just roll the dice?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 29, 2020 at 1:16 AM

You sound very level headed and mature. While I understand your hesitant to mess things up, perhaps just a little flirtyness would help gauge his reaction. Or just telling him how happy you are to see the girls playing together and the way he's so good with your daughter. How he's such a great daddy.
You don't want to be too forward or come across as needy or worse, slutty, but some men need a little green light to spur them on.
Very best wishes and hopes that things work out well for you all.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 29, 2020 at 7:58 PM

Also a single mom here - he had me at volcanoes. If he's not broken or hung-up from his marriage, I'd say go for it.

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by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2020 at 4:12 AM

From a man's perspective I would say tell him how you feel, he sounds like the type of man that would think things through before he reacts irrationally.

If I was in that situation surely I would like to know, maybe you find that he feels the same way.

Really hope this works out for you, you seem sincere and that at the end of the day is the most important thing.

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