Gay Neighbor And I

I remember I hated the first time I got fucked. It hurt like a motherfucker. I begged him to stop, but he wouldn't until he was finished. This happened 5 or 6 more times over the next year. Each time making me do different things. I remember the last time he injected himself with meth and then me. I didn't want to, but I was a scared 19 year old (him, early 40s) and was afraid of what he would do if I didn't. Unfortunately I loved it! To this day I will inject meth and do anything with just about anyone. Too bad I don't know how to get in touch with that guy from my past. I'd inject us both and let him do whatever he wanted to me again, but this time I'd enjoy it as much as he did.