BF Kinks

He makes me shit and piss my pants, usually in a public place then go home and not clean up, he just pulls my pants down and has sex with me. Oral licking all my pee then vaginal or sometimes when I poop my pants he has anal with me in all the mess. I don't like it but I love him. He's older, 33, divorced and his ex wouldn't even blow him till he came. I want to do all the things he wants, but I really don't like the mess.