My Cousin Used To Fuck Me

My older, male cousin, about 3 years older than me used to make me suck his dick fuck me at family gatherings. It started when I was around 12 and him 15.
At first I tried to wrestle him off and tell him no but he'd always end up pinning me and fucking my brains out. It was really sore initially but I ended up loving it.
Whenever we met up with family, We'd try and find a quiet place to fool around. I used to get a boner in the car on the way to the gatherings because I knew what was coming.

Later on when he was at uni I would visit him at and I'd spend a few nights. He'd barely be able to keep his hands to himself, were both married to different women now and we never spoke about what happened between us.
Sometimes I still get so hard thinking about it.