May December Relationship, Or Daddy Issue

Growing up I am the oldest, followed by four younger siblings. As the oldest I was pressed into service early, making me the second mom. I never resented my role, but I had to grow up fast and I was always a lot more mature than my classmates. It wasn't until after college that I moved out of my parent's home.

I moved to Sacramento and a childhood friend of my mom's got me a job at the utility company. She took me in and gave me cover. Naive as I was it took a while for me to zero in that she preferred the company of women to men. No wonder I never met any men in her social circle. She was nice, very mature like me and we got along fine.

At work I met a man who is 19 years older than me. I became infatuated with him and it wasn't long before he had popped my cherry and I was totally under his influence. Although we are almost twenty years apart I feel I am woman enough for him. But there is one more thing, my relationship with him has evolved, I hate to say it, into a daddy sort of thing, He complains that I kiss like a little girl, and that I beg for his approval. I can't tell, I do know that sex for me is like an incredible cuddle, being released is always disappointing and I want to crawl back into his arms.