My Younger Years

I haven’t cheated on my husband 25 years now. After high school graduation I got married. My husband had just graduated college and had a good job we have done well. I started college and attended classes full time. Birth control didn’t work well with me so we did whatever not to get pregnant. My husband was very over weight so we had only limited sex. Starting my second year in college I had class with who became my lover. My lover was the example of a perfect physical hunk. Over 6 ft tall very fit and built a hunk of man. We started talking often and even studied together. I was attracted to him and didn’t think he would find me attractive. One day he invited me to his apartment for lunch. I shouldn’t have accepted but I drove us to his apartment. After closing the door he walks over to me and started pulling my shirt over my head and I let him take it off. He fondled my breast and sucked them then started taking my shorts off. I stood before him totally naked. He took me to his bed and did everything a woman wants except full sex. He then got undressed. He has a perfect penis size and shape and I had to have it. In my orgasmic condition I didn’t tell him to pull out. He climaxed in me twice in an hour. I had many incredible orgasms with this lover for years. Off the chart orgasms compared to my husband. I had classes 3 days a week and we had sex almost every day I had classes. I did get pregnant and had my first daughter at the end of second year of college. My lover enjoyed pregnant sex but my husband didn’t want to hurt me or risk hurting he baby. My lover called me at home often after birth and I invited him to my house while husband was at work. My husband honored doctors order to wait six week before starting sex again. My lover loved my milk breast and we had sex his first visit. The sex was amazing as usual with him. I started my 3rd year of college pregnant again finished fall semester and had my second daughter 10 months after our first daughter. My husbands mother agreed to babysit the girls so I resumed college and my affair. We tried protected sex for a while but the ultimate was feeling my lover climax inside me. Got pregnant with our third daughter. After her birth my in laws paid to have my tubes tide because quote my husband and I can’t be responsible to safe sex. My husband thinks he let some cum slip and caused the babies. My lover had graduated college and moved on when I returned to finish college. He is married now and has two daughters. We are Facebook friends and message each other but are states apart. We have never meet up again. I love my husband and enjoy being a mother. I don’t want my husband to ever know about my affair or that he didn’t conceive the daughters he loves very much.