Still Out In The Cold

I am a bit high strung, high maintenance. I need a man who can keep me the way I grew up. I did not catch a man in college and I am now thirty without a suitable prospect. I finally got fucked. The man while fucking me asked questions about a new girl in Marketing, a plain Jane girl from City College.

I admit I am high strung, I have never used the word fuck in front of a man, in front of other women yes, mostly lying that I had been fucked. Back in college a girl offered herself to me. I turned her down and she apologized telling me she thought I was gay. Today I would not turn her down, I can definitely see myself with a girl, woman but not an older woman. I workout with a girl I am sure I could do it with, but she is not gay either.

The result of my 'fuck' is that the man asked me to find out about the new girl, and to set him up with her. He fucked her.