It Felt Good

I grew up in a very rural town. My school had about 12 kids so sex ed was not something we had there. I was a young budding teen, becoming a young woman but I didn't know a lot. I usually helped feed the hens in the morning and then run to school. After school I would tend to the horses and help out my dad with whatever he needed me and my brothers to do. My mom was working hard in the house and was so tired by night that she barely was able to stay up past 9. I understand now that my dad probably wanted some "intimate" time with her and thats part of why he hired this farm hand. After that farm hand was hired, I would hear strange noises that I know was my parents doing their deed at night. My brothers who were older than me, 16 and 18, would make crude jokes that I didn't quite understand yet.

It was mating season for the horses and when I came back from school, I saw them doing the deed and I ran to my dad because I thought they were fighting. He looked over and grabbed his whip, ready to give some lashes and immediately started laughing. I asked him why and he just shook his head and told me I would understand later but for right now, to leave them be. He told me that after I tended the horses, it was my job to help mom around the house now that we had a farmhand helping us out. Of course I did what dad said cause he was my dad. I helped my mom prepare dinner and we all ate that night. I talked about how I saw the horses "fighting" and my dad made a crude joke about it. Our farmhand's name was John, and like most boys who work in the fields, he had a nice build with a rugged body. He asked my dad if I knew how foals were made to which my dad waved him off and told him I didn't need to know that yet. John looked over at me and smiled and I felt butterflies like any girl my age would.

One weekend while I was feeding the horses, John came in to help out. He asked how I was and teased me about boys. I told him I didn't like any boys, but I didn't tell him I liked him. He was 22 and a good looking country boy and all the 7 girls at my school would whisper to me how handsome he was and how jealous they were of me. After finishing feeding the horses, John closed the stable doors. He asked if I wanted to learn a new game so I of course said yes. He then pulled his pants down and showed me his penis, he told me not to tell anyone. John told me I could touch it so I did and I started feeling butterflies in my vagina and stomach. I had never seen or really knew what a penis was so I was super curious as most farm girls are. John told me he learned a game from the horses that was really fun. He asked if I remembered when I saw them fighting and then told me they were actually playing and having fun. Well of course I wasn't going to turn down a good game so I complied. John told me to take off my pants and get on my knees like I was a horse. "What's so fun about this" I asked, he told me that I would know when the fun happened. I felt him run his fingers along my vagina and I jumped. He held me down and told me to relax or it wouldn't be fun. I then felt something larger rubbing against me. John told me that the next part might hurt but it would be fun after a bit, like red rover. I felt him put himself inside me and I started to whine as my pussy got stretched over his cock. He moaned as he inched his penis inside me. "What are you doing?" I asked and he told me to give it a second. I told him that it hurt and he held me by my hips and began to pull me closer onto him. John started to thrust slowly and as my vagina got wetter, it started to feel better. "What am I supposed to do" I asked between huffs. he told me to do what makes me feel good. I started to move my hips as he kept fucking me. I started moaning. "Isn't this a fun game?" he asked and I couldn't even say anything back because it felt good. I started feeling weak and my arms gave in. John took this as an opportunity to completely use me. He held my hips and moved my pussy up and down his cock really fast and I screamed. I felt really good and felt my hole squeeze around my cock as I had what I know now was an orgasm. John held on tight to me and I felt something squirt into me. He pulled out and cleaned off his cock and asked if I had fun. I smiled and said yes. I wasn't sure what happened but I knew I liked this game.

I started getting sick a few days after and couldn't work on the farm. My parents thought I must've picked some sort of stomach bug and let me rest up. After about a week of morning sickness, they figures I was trying to get out of doing my chores and sent me back out to work.

Little whiles later, I was tending our now pregnant mare in the stables after school. John came in to help me get the water pails into the troughs. He acted sweet to me, asking how my day was. After a bit, he asked if I know how foals were made. I told him no and he explained that stallions have different parts from mares, and when they want to make a foal, the stallions have a special part which they stick into the mares hole. The stallion then squirts something into the mare from his special part and the foal is made. He showed me the parts on the horses and I asked if thats how all babies were made. He hesitated and told me yes and I looked down at my body. I asked him how boys and girls know when they want to make a baby. John turned red and looked down and shrugged, "they just know". He left it at that. I thought because I didn't want a baby, I wouldn't have one, but I was wrong. I don't think John knew I was able to have a baby yet either, otherwise he wouldn't have came inside me.

I felt progressively weaker and my parents connected my weight gain with laziness until around 4 months when the baby bump became more obviously a baby bump. I didn't know I was pregnant until my mom sat me down and asked if I was. I heard my father yelling at John outside. I told her I wasn't because I didn't want a baby. "Well then how the hell do you have a baby growing inside you? Babies don't come from nowhere! Did you have sex, ******?" she told me. I told her I didn't know what sex was. She put her head into her hands. She then explained what it was to me. Then I told her the game that me and John played in the stable on more than one occasion. She shook her head and hugged me and apologized for yelling. I told her I had fun when we played the game but she didn't know what to make of that. My dad came in and said we couldn't fire John. We still needed help around the farm, especially now. My mom was upset but I still didn't understand the what was so wrong so I didn't have a full issue. I stopped going to school to prevent slander on the family name.

Even as my belly got bigger, I still wanted to play the horse game. While John was in the stable, I would wander in and he'd close the doors. One time I peaked outside before closing the doors and saw my dad watching from a distance and shake his head and return to work. It no longer hurt when I was fucked by John. He would play with my nipples and I would start lactating as he stretched my pussy over his cock. I was super sensitive and wet and would be screaming as he pounded me. After cumming inside me, I'd get dressed and return to the farmhouse.

John induced my labor. I went into the stable for our usual fun and he bent me over on all fours as usual and fucked me. I started feeling cramping but the good overturned the bad. Right in the middle of it, he pulls out. "Oh fuck are you okay?" I looked down and see all the liquid on the stable floor. I panic and he picks me up and takes me to the farmhouse. My mother sits me on my bed and lays down a sheet. I was in labor for several hours. I finally popped out a baby boy. In order to cull the response of the town, my parents told everyone that my mom gave birth to him and that he was my brother. For the most part it worked, I wasn't bothered about it by anyone. John worked with us for a few months after until my dad found another farmhand to replace John. While I was not horribly affected by what he did, I do hope he didn't do that to any other girl after. Considering my age, I'm sure John is dead by now, which somehow is both upsetting and reassuring. I'm not sure what to make of it. "Ignorance is bliss" as they say.