Day Dreams And Night Dreams

I’m a happily married dad of many years with a decent sex life today, but not always ....
I have look to other men for sex over the years, as life go’s on I have found myself becoming the one looking to enjoy cocks...
I have been topped and loved every time
I’m now learning my way around another man’s cook and balls...
I’m craving cock as I wright these words, I’m Hungary ,I have a secret buddy that feeds me his cock and cum, most of the time , at least once a week..
I haven’t had any in close to two weeks now, being out of town...
I’m hopping today he will feed me his nice cock and cum, I was just mowing and day dreaming that he would contact me and summons me to suck his cock till I taste his amazing cum, I’ve also ask him to find someone to watch me suck him off!
I hope his GF or someone else will be involved,,,,
I also fantasize he involves his roommate or another man in our ongoing sexual
Explorations,,,
I want to submit to at least two men, it’s been years since I have been fucked ,but wow I wish I could feel that feeling again