I Am Going To Be A Mother, My Life Will Change Forever

I feel I have faced three crucibles, first when my parents divorced and my father left us, I was nine. The second was admitting to myself I was gay. And now the third. I am pregnant, going on eight months. I knew the minute I suspected I was pregnant that I could not go through an abortion. I have decided that I will keep and raise 'my' baby. My life will change, more that when my father left, more than being gay.

My baby's father will be financially and morally supportive even if I can't be his wife. Adjusting to his presence in my life will be a big adjustment. He wants to coparent with me and I will not refuse my baby her father.