Hardly Getting Hard, But Wet

Like some other guys, I've been begging for a few years for my wife to cuckold me or at least chear on me and tell me details...maybe that's the same thing...my motives are a little different, though.

We had a good sex life and I bought lingerie and skimpy party dresses for her to wear and we'd go out to hotels for romantics getaways. Then my blood pressure spiked and it was anxiety related. I went on a mix of meds and got back on track, but our sex life crashed. I could hardly even get an erection let alone keep it, and ED meds didn't do all that much or did so infrequently. I reintroduced the idea of her taking other men, and slowly got her to come around.

A few things have happened now...

Starting with the first online guy we found, my wife insisted I be in the room and hold her hand while she's getting fucked by the other guy. At first I did it sitting bedside, then laying beside them as they fucked. She started to grab at my crotch so that now at a minimum she will hold my limp dick as I lay naked beside them while they screw. More often I will sit at the head of the bed and she will put her head in my lap to suck and lick my flaccid dick and balls while her lover drills her from behind.

Which brings me to the next thing...I'm still extremely horny and I can ejaculate while limp. Nearly every time now she'll be partway through getting pounded from behind while kissing or sucking on my dick and without much control I'll shoot a load in her face. And it's still a big load despite my ED.

Both of these issues are strange in that her lovers tend to laugh...we have a couple of repeats plus seem to be adding more first times with different guys. So while I'm cumming they are laughing at my shriveled little pecker gushing cum. It's also strange in that I'm cumming harder and more frequently the more times we do it like this.

The last aside is that she now likes to pee during foreplay or sex. She has, and the guys have encouraged, her to wet herself in public before heading to the hotel room. Most times though, she likes to pee when riding them or frequently when they are on top of her. She tries to get her bladder full, then let's out bursts of pee while she orgasms and then let out a big full gush at the end when her partner cums in her. Meanwhile I'm laying by her side while she holds my dick, and more frequently now I'm cumming...still limp...during these session too.

If I do get a real erection, she's a different woman. We've canceled or postponed dates so we can get a solid meaningful fuck in. She'll be extremely intimate and want me to hold her after sex. The issue is there's no way to plan when I'll get a usable erection.

We're going on 3 years of doing it like this.