Pregnancy Fetish

I always have had a pregnancy fetish. Every since I was young, I had a fascination with pregnancy. I used to make my dolls be pregnant and go into labor. The thought of it always made me flustered. I remember being 9 and looking up pictures of pregnant teens. I didn't know about masturbation quite yet but looking at those pictures made me feel all funny inside. When my friends and I would play, I would pretend to be this tiger character and one time before a shower I imagined she was being mated with and was now pregnant. I used to look in the mirror and push my stomach out and pretend to be pregnant.

Once I was 11, I had an idea of what masturbation was, I didn't know how to do it properly though. I would flick my clitoris and feel weak but I didn't know much else. However when I was 12, I really learned how to masturbate. My boobs had started coming in and I would pinch and reach down and try to lick them (not that I had much success lol). I remember getting myself real wet and then touching my clit. I felt my vagina wanting something inside me so I started with my fingers. I was really tight. I would imagine being pregnant and really big while I touched myself.

After a few months, I started masturbating with something inside me. First I started with my brother's face wash which wasn't too large. I later worked my way up to my sister's face wash which was a lot larger (6 inches I'm assuming). I would fantasize about being bent over and impregnated by a man. Fucking me with his big cock. I wanted to be knocked up because of my pregnancy fetish. I would stuff my T-shirt and pretend to be pregnant while I touched myself.

I wanted someone to make me pregnant so badly. I would squirt water into my pussy and pretend it was cum. I would fuck myself with the face wash bottle and imagine some stranger breaking into the house and fucking me and cumming inside me. I wanted to breed with someone.

Even now I still want it. I am not in a financially stable place, so I don't actively try to get pregnant, but I still masturbate to the thought of getting bred. I want a cock inside me to cum and make me pregnant. I want to be huge and feel my big belly and masturbate.