Many Years Ago

From the age of 15 till about 24 I was in a few gay relationships. Basically two relationships in which the older men partners would share me with other gay guys. I mainly got fucked and sucked cock, usually nutting from my hand while getting sexed up, or later actually being able to dry cum, internally in my stomach I guess, while being fucked by a couple of guys. I was always interested in pussy, and tried, I dated but always got the prudes who wouldn't give it up, not even their mouths. I went out with a couple "easy" girls but for some reason they wouldn't do anything sexual with me other than one girl let me rub her pussy while sucking on her nips till she got off, but then would make me do my self with my hand.

My first time was with a man in his late 30s that I admired, and from mutual porn watching to being around his house naked it became nothing to think about, just what we did. Jacking off, then each other, and within 2 months of first getting naked with him I was sucking cock and getting fucked. After a while he got me to let him bring some friends over and . . . I'd gotten banged by 5 guys, 2 to 3 times each. I got to where I didn't mind multiple cocks, I kind of liked it really. The differences in the way guys fucked me or reacted to my mouth. Some of those guys would take me to their house and fuck me one on one. It was one of them that returned the favor by letting me fuck him. That was heaven. The first time I'd been inside another body.

Eventually that guys turned into my steady lover, though I still had sex with guys at the first older mans house. The second lover turned me out to some of his friends also. I kept count and through those years, I've had 28 cocks in my mouth, and 23 in my now well used butt. The last guy got married, I slacked off and eventually met a 21 year old virgin girl who I finally talked into letting me fuck and it was sensational. I loved her trimmed pussy, loved her tits and soft pink nipples, and after a year she let me fuck her in her ass. I had all I ever wanted. We got married and have been married now for 7 years.

She's asked me if I had sex with guys, basically if I let other guys fuck me because of seeing my hole, obviously opened up and it's swollen round ring. I denied it for years, then told her the truth that she was the first woman lover I'd had and that yes; I'd let 28 men have sex with me. I miss it, but love her pussy, mouth and ass better, she doesn't believe it, she thinks I only want gay sex and just took her as an "second choice". It's not true, but she doesn't want to give me head anymore nor let me buttfuck her because she says that's gay and I must be thinking of other guys when she does that.

I want anal, and I want oral, not just pussy.