Kinkiest Of Kinky

This fantasy has always been kept in the closet, but the older I get the more it keeps sneaking into my dreams, first I’m a happily married str8 acting man, masculine and all man ,but over my life time I have had many gay sex events,
I have always had an amazing sex drive till the beginnings of Ed started creeping in about a year ago, over time I went from dropping by the Adult book stores fir a little great head to meeting a more dominant man that turned the tables on me and tied me up and had his way with me, I learned to love the submissive role...
Today I have meet a man and I drop by his place once or twice a week and enjoy his cocktail and cum each time, now maybe 35 times......so enjoyable to make him cum on my mouth, I still love eating my wife’s pussy and I can fuck her after I give her oral ,and sometimes I eat the cum afterwards....

Now to my dirtiest confession, and I hope I get some true feed back and real suggestions or other confessions, even the hope that someone in the Nashville area would help me for fill my fantasies

Being a bisexual submissive I confess I day dream of meeting a more secretly dominant man with at least one k9 that he could train me to be a bitch for...

I want to orally and anally please them both....

I want to completely submit secretly, I want to feel the knot and bring my dom pleasures