Doesn't Get Any Weirder

Ever since intense sexual abuse at the hands of foster-brothers, and one adult 'friend of the family' I have been addicted to total enclosure bondage, and forced oral-services, by one or more sadistic males. This has been relatively easy to find, as most horny males don't care what has to be done to avail themselves of endless blow-jobs, to their exact specification and requirement. Typically I will arrange to meet one or more guys, at a quiet rural motel, preferably of the 'cabin' style arrangement, at weekends or holidays, sometimes just as long as they want, if they repay the motel cost. I have this rubber-lined bag, which I can get into, in advance, leaving only the final tying under my feet, and or waist - I have already tied the neck, making sure that the zippered opening is aligned with my mouth. I lie on the bed, and wait for him-them to arrive, and after that I am unconditionally 'bound' to obey their slightest whim, usually lengthy 'face-fucking' sometimes accompanied by wicked orgasm denial, via the other zippered aperture. Or the bag can be secured tightly at the waist, and folded back over the top half, leaving me available and vulnerable from the waist down.

Risky as this may seem, I have never been in any REALLY threatening situation, although I have relished the additional excitement of good 'mind-games' involving threats of abduction and permanent confinement...so far my "captors" have all been highly-sexed, usually older males, who have no desire to "kill the goose that lays the golden eggs" so to speak.

I admit to fantasies of a long-term or permanent relationship with a really demanding guy, even a dom-sub 'marriage' where my confinement could become even 23-7-365, with a one hour break for hygiene, bodily functions, food-hydration, and exercise. Apparently I give excellent 'head' and can be quite arousingly-pitiful, as demanded...just need the right guy, I guess, to taker maximum advantage of MY need to satisfy HIS....

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