Fantasizing About Being A Female?

So I’m a young male and I have recently developed this fantasy where I turn into a girl. I really want to be a cute girl and find a meaningful relationship with either a guy or a girl. I want to be the submissive “stay at home and let the dominant one work and cook dinner for them ect”. I don’t want to transition into a girl but if I had a wish I would wish to magically turn into a small submissive female. As a guy I am into girls but as this fantasy female it could be different. Am I a freaking werido? Or is this kinda normal?